Me, Myself And My OCD

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Good morning and happy Monday y’all! I know what you are thinking right about now… Who the fuck has a happy Monday Tony? I have to tell you, I do hate Mondays too, but that is only because I have to get back on the old hamster wheel again. To me, Mondays feel like the first day back to work from a short vacation. But like always, I hope that you are having a great morning, noon, evening or night depending on where you find yourself at this moment in time in this crazy planet of ours. Also, don’t forget to enjoy your day to the fullest and please, do not let nobody fuck it up for you no matter what happens.

On a OCD note! The other day, for some weird reason, I started to think about the time when I was a kid growing up with OCD. Because of my violent intrusive thoughts, I was always afraid that I was going to snap and hurt myself or others. It wasn’t just the being afraid, it was also the anxiety that it created. I can’t explain how, but for some reason, I knew that I was different compared to my friends. I also thought that I was going to touch someone inappropriately, hurt someone, rape someone or even murder someone. The graphic and detailed images that came with the violent thoughts, were horrible to say the least. Most of the time, I was anxious, afraid or nervous about anything and everything, because my OCD always told me, that something bad was going to happen, especially to me and or loved ones. I guess that what I’m trying to say is, that if you know or meet someone who suffers from OCD, keep in mind, that no matter what happens, that person will never act out his/her intrusive thoughts.

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!

6 thoughts on “Me, Myself And My OCD

    1. You are right, it’s just like that. Is funny, but when I followed my shrink’s instruction on explaining to my wife about my OCD intrusive thoughts, she was scared as hell. But after a few years, she dosn’t even mind anymore. In other words, she’s not afraid of me, which is good.

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