A Killing Someone Kind Of Sunday

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What up! What up! What up! What up y’all! Happy Sunday and I hope that wherever you are, you are having a great morning, afternoon, evening or night. Enjoy it to the fullest and always remember, do not… I repeat… do not let absolutely nobody fuck it up for you no matter what happens. I have to say, that today is my sixth sober day and  I feel like Tony the tiger… GRRRRREAT! Why? Because my problem with drinking alcohol is only on the weekends, so I can say that I passed my first sober weekend in a while, with flying colors. I know that there are more where that one came from.

On another OCD note! I have suffered from OCD for as far as I can remember, but the thing that I hate most about my OCD are the intrusive violent thoughts, about hurting or killing someone. Just imagine, you are chilling with someone… THEN SUDDENLY, YOU VISUALIZE YOURSELF STABBING THAT PERSON TO DEATH! THEN CHOPPING THE BODY UP INTO PIECES AND PUTTING THEM IN A GARBAGE BAG!!! Not so nice, is it? Well, I can tell you, that I have to deal with that type of shit on a daily basis. But don’t worry, people with OCD never act out their thoughts. We know that they are irrational and wrong, and that is why we suffer in silence so much. Because we want to stop them and make them go away. But we can’t.

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!