I’m Keeping It Dirty

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My messy desk at work.

What up! What up! What up! What up y’all! TGIF and I hope that wherever you are in this crazy planet of ours, you are having a great morning, afternoon, evening or night. Enjoy it to the fullest and don’t let nobody fuck it up for you no matter what happens. Always keep it really real my peeps.

On a OCD note? People who don’t suffer and or don’t know much about OCD, don’t know that my life is a daily struggle. The thing is, that seeing my shrink every month and taking my crazy meds everyday helps, but it doesn’t take all of the symptoms away. When you look at the picture above, you might just see my dirty and messy desk at work. But when I look at it, I see a big accomplishment. Why? Because twelve years ago, in my pre-shrink and pre-crazy meds era, I had everything on my desk in order, from small to large, from left to right, by color, by height, by length, by odd or even numbers, etc, etc, etc. So because my anxiety is at a minimal now, I have been able to finally relax and not let the smallest things that are “not in order” bother me so much. Now do you understand why my messy desk is an accomplishment for me?

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!