Well, as I previously posted on this here crazy and insane blog of mine, yesterday I had a session with my shrink Dr. C and I was a little worried because my wife had previously called and spoken to him about my weekend binge drinking, which he already knew about, because I had mentioned it to him in many sessions before. The whole thing was, that I wasn’t sure, what he was going to say to me about my wife’s concern. I mean, I know that he feels that I drink because I’m an alcoholic and that I’m also self-medicating. But other than that, I really didn’t know what else to expect from him.
So when I saw him, he told me that my wife had called him, because she was really concerned about my weekend binge drinking. I told him, that I knew that I have been fucking up lately and that the only way to fix that, would be by staying sober from here on. He did understand, that I do self-medicate with alcohol, because it really helps with my OCD. So he prescribed me a new crazy med, that will help me with my drinking, but has an off-label use for the OCD intrusive thoughts too, which is the biggest issue that I have with my OCD. Don’t worry, when I find out the name and I start the new crazy med, I’ll keep you posted as to how it is going.
With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!