What up! What up! What up y’all! Today is Wednesday July 18, 2018 and it marks my 30th sober day, which only means one thing… I HAVE BEEN SOBER FOR ONE WHOLE FUCKING MONTH Y’ALL! I just hope that wherever you are in this crazy planet of ours, you are having a good morning, good afternoon, good evening or good night. Always try to enjoy it to the fullest and don’t let nobody fuck it up for you no matter what happens.
On a sober month note! I have to say, that even though I’ve been sober for one month before, this time is different, because I’m not planning on going back to drinking like I did before. This time I have the support of my family and friends. As a matter of fact, my wife and daughter have told everyone that visits us, that alcohol is not allowed in our home… which is good, because temptation is a motherfucker. Even when we go out, my wife doesn’t drink, because she respects and support me on my struggle with alcohol. But as to being sober for so long, it really feels fucking great. I don’t feel anxious, depressed, sick, remorseful or plain and simply put, like shit. As you might have seen on my previous posts, I have been enjoying my weekends to the fullest without being sick to my stomach. The thing about being sober is, that alcohol is not keeping me isolated and away from places that I’ve been wanting to visit for years. I have been able to go out and enjoy places, that I haven’t been able to, because I was too busy drinking my time and life away. I’m not going to lie, I had my share of urges to drink, but I never gave in on them. Since I only like drinking on the weekends, I’m taking it one weekend at a time. No more, no less.
With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!