OK, so this morning, while getting ready to head on out to the salt mine, I realize something that has been sneaking up on me for the past month or month and a half. What is that you ask? My fucking racing thoughts are back! You see, I start thinking about one person and then move on to the next one, and on to the next one, and on to the next one. The same thing happens with ideas and problems. The crazy shit is, that one person, thing or problem, doesn’t have to do shit with the other. In other words, they are not connected or related to one another. I start thinking about one thing, then a couple of minutes later, I realize what is going on and then I try to figure out what was my first thought in the first place, and I can’t remember for shit.
I’m thinking about giving my shrink Dr. C a call later today, about going back on the crazy med Risperidone, which is supposed to help me with my disorganized thinking or trouble organizing my thoughts. I mean, I did tried it before and at the lowest dosage possible, but it still made me feel sleepy and tired in the morning. But to be honest with you, I only tried it for a couple of days, one week tops. So I think that I was just feeling some of the side effects, which usually go away within a week when I start a new crazy med. Well my homies and homettes, I’ll see how that goes down today and I will keep you posted.
As always, wherever you are in this crazy planet of ours, good morning, good afternoon, good evening or good night. I hope that you are enjoying it or have enjoyed it to the fullest.
With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!