Famous For Nothing

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I remember that back in the days, when some kids were asked what they wanted to be when they grew up, they would say rich and famous. The thing about that answer is, that being an extremely shy person my entire life, I could never understand how so many people just wanted to be famous. My thing is, that I’ve never liked being the center of attention or even getting any attention at all. Even in school, I remember sitting in the back of the classroom, just so the teachers wouldn’t call on me. I recall one of my teachers, telling my mother, that I was a very intelligent student, but that even if I knew the answer to a question, I would never raise my hand. Back then, what nobody knew, including myself was, that I suffered from social anxiety disorder.

Another thing that has been baffling me for many, many, many years now is, how so many young people now a days, just want to be famous for being famous. To be honest with you, I don’t have a problem with someone becoming rich and famous either because the person had a talent like Michael Jackson did or because the person contributed something positive to humanity one way or the other, like Bill Gates did. But for someone to want to be rich and famous for no reason? Is something that I will never fucking understand. I’ve always told family and friends, that if I ever become a millionaire, by winning the lottery, some people will see me as a really strange millionaire, because I would continue to be the same person that I am today, because I wouldn’t go around getting in trouble by doing dumb ass shit in public in order to get attention, wearing expensive clothes, jewelry, driving expensive cars and throwing money on people’s face. In other words, I would keep my shit on the lowdown and real.

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!

No Pain… No Pills

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Well my homies and homettes, yesterday the surgeon did the dental extractions, but I have to tell you, that I was fucking surprised when he told me that it was going to be five, instead of four. YES! You read that right! He extracted five molars instead of four! What happened was, that there was one, that couldn’t be saved and my dentist included it in the info that he provided to the surgeon, but I wasn’t aware of. I guess I wasn’t putting attention when I saw my dentist the last time.

Anyways, since the procedure was going to take some time, the surgeon and I went with the general anesthesia and when I woke up, everything was done. Even after the local anesthesia’s effect was wearing off, I only felt a small amount of pain, but not a lot. Plus I took some Ibuprofen, ahead of time, just to make sure that the full pain didn’t kick in. The surgeon did listened to me, when I asked for the good stuff, just in case, so he prescribed me Ibuprofen 600 mg, every four hours if needed, Amoxicillin 500 mg, three times a day for seven days and Oxycodone-Acetaminophen 5-325, one tablet every six hours if needed. One thing about me and pain meds is, that I only take them for a day or two and then stop, in order to see if the pain is gone or if I should continue to take them. If I feel that I’m still feeling some pain, but I can handle it without the pain meds, then I’ll just go on without them until I’m completely healed.

Right now, I’m just going to wait until the begging of 2019, in order to start my plans to get dental implants. I can tell you, that they don’t come cheap at all, but a family member told me about one of the best hospitals in New York city, which I’ve always trusted and is only a few blocks away from my home, where the implants are done by dental school students, under the supervision of experienced doctors, for around 1/3 what it will cost me elsewhere. Once I get the info, I’m going to check it out and from there, I’ll make my decision. I know that everything will work out for the best. All that I have to do is be patient, do my research and comparison before I make my final decision.

With that said! I am  Audi 5000 y’all!