I’m Not Down With OPP

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First things first y’all! Today is Thursday August 8, 2018 and it means that I have been sober for one month and twenty-two days or rather yet, fifty-two days. As always, I feel like Tony the fucking tiger… GRRRRREAT! No anxiety, no depression, no hangover, no regrets… I mean nothing! I just hope that wherever you are in this crazy planet of ours, you are having a good morning, good afternoon, good evening or good night. Always try to enjoy it to the fullest and don’t let nobody fuck it up for you no matter what happens.

On Other People’s Problem Note! From my mother and father’s marriage, my six older sisters and I were born, but I have no brothers. From my father’s cheating side, I have two half-brothers and two half-sisters. I get along with my six older sisters. As to my half siblings, I tried to start a relationship a long time ago with them, but I guess they were not interested, but that’s no biggie to me. You see, the one thing that came naturally to me has been, that I’ve never liked getting involved in Other People’s Problems (OPP) and that specially includes my sisters. The way that I have always looked at it is, that as long as I don’t get involved in other people’s shit, they won’t have a reason, to get involved in my shit. Another thing that I’ve learned in life is, that when people asks for my opinion, they tend to do it, with the intention that I will agree with them or I will say exactly what they want to hear, even if I thought or knew that they were wrong. I have always stayed away from situations like that, because when the shit hits the fan, I don’t want to be blamed for giving out bad advice. The way that I live my life is simple… I don’t fuck with other people’s shit, so others won’t fuck with my shit. It is as simple as that. The thing about me is, that I don’t like drama and or problems in my life. If they do come into my life, trust me, it is only because they found me, not because I went out looking for them. Life is simple, just keep it moving.

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Sometimes Life Is Fucked Up!

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What up! What up! What up y’all! Today is Sunday July 15, 2018 and it marks my 27th sober day and as always, I feel like Tony the fucking tiger… GRRRRREAT! I just hope that wherever you are in this crazy planet of ours, you are having a good morning, good afternoon, good evening or good night. Always try to enjoy it to the fullest and don’t let nobody fuck it up for you no matter what happens.

On a blame game note! I have to say, that most of the times life is fucking crazy to say the least. I’ve been reading the book “Fresh off the boat” by Eddie Huang and I have to say, for a long time, I used to think that I had a really fucked up childhood. But reading about this guy’s past, I really can’t complain. You see, I really can’t remember the day that my parents hit me, because they never did. I really can’t remember, the day that they punished me, because they never did. Well, I do have to add, that as a child, I was shy and quiet and only got into fights or trouble, when someone fucked me first. Other than that, I kept to myself. The thing is, that I’m tired of grown ass motherfuckers, blaming their parents and others for everything that is wrong with their adult life. Don’t get me wrong, I did go through some shits in life while growing up… and I used to blame my parents and others, but after a while, I took responsibility for my mistakes as an adult. My point? Stop blaming others for your fuck ups! Just like everything in life, parents are not perfect, but if you keep fucking up as an adult and you keep blaming others, then the problem is not them… YOU ARE THE PROBLEM! 

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!